Dreams flashes of Inspiration truth,where have you disappeared to?

I’m up early listening, pen in my hand, waiting! It’s a crystal cold morning.

Wrapped in layers, pondering on thoughts Where is the spark? Did I wonder too far away, not knowing?

I would find myself again alone in a crystal cold awakening I am still here, searching for a sound or a touch to reconnect To the vivid dreams of purple, green, and golden swirls of space.

Images of a black structured chair, decorated with shells and crystals I’ll take my seat.

Everyone else is still asleep I am up There’s a bright light, outside my door I find myself outside looking up where black has illuminated clusters of sparkling stars.

Standing in a spell now in their presence. Listening Its crystal cold morning I run back inside, where warmth is more familiar to me I’m anticipating your return to dream again To write

Copyright@2017 Renee Robbins Grevious

This was a difficult and fun for me considering the number of years I had to go back in my memory of childhood books. 😃

Growing up in the sixties, all of the Dr Seuss’s were books that capture my inner child delight. I do recall the book Brown Bear, Brown Bear…What Do You See? as a book that we as children would use in play time together.

There are several books that have change the course of my life, but the three that has impacted me the most are:

1.Webster New 20th Century Dictionary, published in 1956.

2. The Astrology of Personality by Dane Rudhyar, published 1936

3. Weaning From My Mother’s Golden Breast..In Search Of Myself by Renee Robbins Grevious, published 2016

All three provided for me a deeper inner standing of my truth and allowed for viewing the world from an expanded and wholeness viewpoint of creation. These are the tools that have assisted me to write as an creative, healing practice.

Living my life has created more times than not of not having enough. Not enough food, love, friends, or money. My growing up in family with both parents, siblings and communal gatherings blessed me with the opportunities of abundance. As life moves forward , my parents passed, I moved to another state and what I had known was no longer present within my life and fears peeped into my life as finance struggles, homeless and searching for love. I am still discovery that there is no lack of anything and still recovering thru creating healing art, music, all things botanical in my expressions of love while bringing all of myself consciously wherever I am to assist others.